Jan no words can express how much I miss you. Today I have recalled our life whilst in the car coming back from Devon, it was emotional but wonderful at the same time recalling so many many great moments in our life together. Nothing will ever be the same for me ,its impossible , so I just hope and pray you know how very very much I love you. At 5.25 I will kiss your cheek as i did one year ago. Jan I simply miss you x